speechless...

Ok, not really! Can you even imagine me speechless?!

Tomorrow is chemo # 50.

Wow, hard to know what to feel. Angry 'cause I have to do it or really happy and lucky. But, feeling sick for over a 100 days a year is sure better than not being here. So...yep, happy and lucky.

Bring it on!

hugs,
chris

Coming out of the dark

I got through the last round of chemo and then headed for Casper to do some training. Had a nice time hanging with dad. Spent the rest of the weekend with a pal from high school days. We were manifesting fools! Worked on our vision boards, talked about life and being positive. Talked about uplifting books: Happy for No Reason, Seven Spiritual Laws of Success, The Unmistakable Touch of Grace... We worked on her book proposal outline. Fabulous!

I have written here before about my need to find people in a similar life situation. I am loving the Crazy Sexy Cancer blog and the Crazy Sexy Life forum. Such amazing people with rich stories and information for healing and dealing.

A very positive weekend, the hope of spring, and the amazing comments I received from folks, really lifted me out of a dark space. Thank you.

Happy Friday!

Crazy, but true!

Good morning!
A quick note, since I am very fuzzy and green this morning, to let you know that I had a PET scan on Thursday. Still stable...actually BETTER than the last one!

It looked pretty certain that I would be switching to something else, that the nasty little buggers had found a way around the Alimta. NOT!

Amazing. Cool. On with Alimta.

hugs,
chris