sheesh

I need to just shut up!

I get frustrated with what it has done to how I look and how I feel. I hate how it controls my calendar. Every 3 weeks for almost 2 1/2 years... I hate having this over my head and causing me terror... for 3 1/2 years.

I've been reading about other people's battles...some folks are waging huge wars. Such pain and suffering and loss.

Good grief, I need to get over my way big self and get back to loving life and counting my blessings every day. I am so lucky and I need to live that way.

Happily I get to start off with a bit of a tan (just back from sun in Texas and Mississippi) and having just spent 10 days laughing.

Truly, I just need to shut up.

hugs,
chris