Chris's Journal

Monday, December 07, 2009

water level slipped

It has been a weepy week. I think I have done a pretty good job of keeping the glass half full. This week, slipped below the line.

I had a PET scan on Thursday morning. Shows stable. That is good news. But, this week, it did not feel like good news. It felt discouraging. 77 freakin' chemos and it is not going away.

I know, I know. It is not growing. It has not wandered into other body parts. I know I am lucky. I have not lost body parts or organs. I can still go to work, do things.

But, this week. I am just feeling a little beat up.

And, I hate that.

I am going to focus on my blessings. I am going to get that glass filled back up.

hugs,
chris

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