Up. Down.
Up. Down. Up. Down.
Most days I am doing good, living in the moment, laughing, and feeling very, very lucky.
Then there are days...that I feel so discouraged. Feeling crummy for over a 100 days/year. I hate to look at pictures. It is startling to see myself looking hagard, old and fat, and not at all like myself. I get more and more behind with more and more things. I finally get to my power yoga and walking, and then it is chemo again, and I just don't feel like it.
I know, I know. Glass half full. Luckily I spend most of my time there...I am so happy that I have lived longer than they thought. I feel good more than I feel bad. I don't have multiple surgical scars or debilitating sickness. I am keenly aware of how really sick folks get. I know that I am very, very lucky.
Up. Down. Up. Down.
hugs,
chris
Most days I am doing good, living in the moment, laughing, and feeling very, very lucky.
Then there are days...that I feel so discouraged. Feeling crummy for over a 100 days/year. I hate to look at pictures. It is startling to see myself looking hagard, old and fat, and not at all like myself. I get more and more behind with more and more things. I finally get to my power yoga and walking, and then it is chemo again, and I just don't feel like it.
I know, I know. Glass half full. Luckily I spend most of my time there...I am so happy that I have lived longer than they thought. I feel good more than I feel bad. I don't have multiple surgical scars or debilitating sickness. I am keenly aware of how really sick folks get. I know that I am very, very lucky.
Up. Down. Up. Down.
hugs,
chris
posted by Chris in Wyoming @ 9:17 AM
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