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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

feathers

You see signs everywhere.... Feathers keep popping up...

Last week I wrote on my Crazy Sexy Cancer blog:
It has been a difficult time here in our Village. People are hurting. We have lost dear ones. Emily Dickinson wrote a poem...Hope
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune--without the words,
And never stops at all.
(see the rest: http://www.online-literature.com/dickinson/827/)

How about we all find a lovely feather and keep it where we can see it. Offer one to a friend whose hope has slipped.I am wishing you all HOPE.
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Then, this morning, this was on the My Cancer blog that Leroy Sievers kept. His wife has been writing it since Leroy's death.
Tomorrow will be five months since Leroy's death. And you're still lifting while I struggle through the pain and loss and the emptiness of missing him.
To steal a page from Walt Disney, this community has been my "Dumbo's feather." The cutest little elephant with the great big ears who needed his friends to convince him he could fly. Dumbo had no confidence. His faith had been shattered. But his best friend, Timothy Q. Mouse, and a community of crows gave Dumbo a feather and convinced him it held magical powers. With it, he could soar above the circus crowd.
That feather worked its magic until one day, it fell from Dumbo's grasp. As he plummeted to the ground, Timothy confessed to Dumbo that the feather really wasn't magic at all. He had the ability to fly all along. He just needed a little "lift."
My feather, your lifting, has been put to good use these last few days. And believe me, it's been tested. Just being back at work. So many times wanting to call or email Leroy. It had always been a natural part of the work day.
So I'm still holding on to the feather you've given me. Some day I will be able to put it in a safe place or maybe even pass it on to some one else. But for right now, Dumbo's feather is working overtime and I'm holding on tight.
-- Laurie Singer

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Something to hold, to look at...reminding us to hang on to hope, to offer hope.

hugs,
chris

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